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Ursula
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Location: Lower Mainland, BC

PostPosted: Tue Feb 05, 2008 12:30 pm    Post subject: hard day/ hard week/ hard month.  Reply with quote

I would like to say that all is well....but all is not. I sit in my own head and deliver not so nice turmoil, into my self. I have but only to wonder what is it I am so afraid to address.... can it really only be such a simple thing such as Humility. I have to address my needs and succumb to the pain of truly being honest and  clear my conscious. Guilt has become my crutch...sorta thing. If I would let go of the shame and give back the pain, ...... to who it belongs to..... maybe I might be free to heal.... but I feel today that the consequences are overwhelming and until I stopped terrorising myself, I suppose I will be stuck here, in my Head.

today I will do my best to be open at the 3 o'clock group. I will again attempt some humility and  bust out of this ......
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Nicole
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PostPosted: Tue Feb 05, 2008 10:19 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Complete honesty is frightening, and it's important to acknowledge each and every attempt at it.  Complete honesty comes in layers too....we talk about our issues, problems, fears, etc and believe in the moment that it is truth - and it is - although upon reflection we realize that we have held ourselves back yet again.  And that's ok...what's important is that we have the awareness that there is more work to do.  With this awareness comes opportunity to grow...


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